❝ and just like the moon, you shall go through phases of light, of dark, and of everything between . and though you may not always appear with the same brightness , you are always whole.the half - blood heir.18. he/they. CDT.

Aryndil Suryana

GENERAL .
•   name   :   aryndil rura suryana
•   alias   :   aryn
•   gender   :   he / they / she
•   orientation   :  bisexual
•   species   :   half - fae , half - vampire.
•   occupation   :   wanderer
•   voice claim(s)   : alessa maria-dione/medicine pocket (reverse 1999)PHYSICAL .
•   eyes   :   constantly shifting hues of yellow, red, and orange . when he is blood starved , they remain a deep , blood red .
•   hair   :   softer orange , fading into a maroon red the longer he goes without blood .
•   height   :   five foot seven.
•   weight   :   one hundred and forty pounds.
•   build   :   lithe and slim, on the skinnier side.
•   skin   :   sunkissed faintly when he has just feed , otherwise pale as moonlight.
•   clothing   :   usually dressed in clothes good for moving in; cloaks, cowls, and simple tunics, though he does like dressing himself up from time to time in dresses and gowns.MENTAL .
•   alignment   :   chaotic neutral.
•   traits   :  traumatized in several ways.
•   likes   :   cats, poems, music, art, fashion, and pretty things, aswell as nature.
•   dislikes   :   bitter foods, lingering, and wandering through the vale.

BACKGROUND.
•   birthplace   :  the vale
•   current residence   :   A manor within the wild woods .
•   nuclear family   :   rura suryana(mother), absalom amindol(father)
•   extended family   :   vela suryana(aunt), bhera suryana(aunt), jasmine suryana(cousin)
•   pets   :   none necessarily, though there are some beasts of the faewild that do occasionally follow him.
•   significant other   :   none.      ❝ + POSITIVE ATTRIBUTES : aryn is somewhat soft hearted , especially to others of the wilds or of nature , unable to stop himself from wanting to help them . he has a strong sense of justice that he is not afraid to show , and particularly hates slavers as he can sympathize with being a slave .❝ - NEGATIVE ATTRIBUTES : aryn bears staggering guilt for leading the vale into the state of ruin it is in now, and believes himself to be responsible . he despises humans aswell for their destruction of nature , and their constant enslavement of others , among a plethora of other factors . aryn can be bitter , and can easily be taunted or insulted into a senseless rage . he isolates himself in constant fear of trusting another person only to have them stab him in the back .

❝ Once upon a time... aryndil, or just ‘aryn’ was born of the solitary vale, an isolated stretch of fertile land, clothed in a constant rolling fog, on the line between the realms of Fae and Elves . the elves, watchers at the rims of these two worlds to ensure they never intermingled, in fear an old prophecy stating a halfblood fae would bring the doom of the vale and it's king.aryn was born to a small, peasant family; his father and mother both raised him to respect the land, and to generally be kind to others- though, due to how far out his family was, he rarely spoke with other children his age. once his fae blood began to mature, his gift in mana soon began to show itself. aryn had the rare gift of both fae magic ; chaos , charms , deceit , and nature , and a deepened connection to his more mystical aspects of his vampire blood , allowing him to commune with the moon and it ' s spirit , and access the magics of darkness , moonlight , and blood . it was something not recorded before; he never got the chance to mature into his own powers however , as one day, elven inquisitors showed up at their door; the elves of the vale were strict on their laws, and one of their most prominent was the law against the laying of fae and other races .aryn watched, powerless from the cupboards he hid in, as they raised a red crystal and his mother's appearance melted away, revealing her pure white eyes, and reddish orange hair like a sunset- and then watched them put a sword through her throat . his father was driven to a bloody rage , leaping at the inquisitors and tearing them limb from limb , until zebariel himself put a stake through his heart .aryn let out the tiniest sob- but it was enough to alert the inquisitors, who pulled him out by his red, autumn colored hair, prepared to kill him aswell. however, at the last moment they were stopped by the archmage zebariel, who took the boy under his ‘apprenticeship’, as he was the first recorded halfbreed between both fae and vampire , using the claim that they only had laws against the laying of fae and other races , not being a product of such layings .aryn endured days upon days of intrusive tests and studies, becoming the archmage ' s new favorite project because what else could he do at such an age ? once zebariel noted his fae magic , he trained aryn to cast the strongest charms he could manged , ' encouraging ' him with beatings and verbal insults that cut him down to his core, often leaving him weeping wordlessly .aryn was , for the first time , fed the blood of a human ; before he only drank animal ' s blood , as both his parents agreed drinking human blood was immoral . zebariel would constantly feed aryn with the finest blood he could find , having the boy in a constant , near drug - like haze .over the next few years , aryn would be used by zebariel to charm and bring nobles of the vale under aryn ' s powerful fae charm , doing whatever was necessary , and punishing aryn cruelly when he would not , which was rare due to his blood induced haze .

this included flirting with these nobles , kissing them , killing them , serving them if need be , and . . . other things .eventually he had the masses of nobles near worshipping his every step . zebariel intended to eventually use aryn ' s charm to overthrow the king and the royal family, and plant himself as high king of the vale, with aryn as his heir .then, one day - zebariel ' s most perfect, obedient servant, for the first time since he ' d been taken from his home, turned his blade against his master.the archmage ' s body was found smiling , throat bruised , and stab wounds in several locations , and his heir ' s quarters were empty .aryn stormed the royal quarters , stealing the crown of the vale for himself , and massacring the royal family and any loyalists who remained in the court . he killed the king , the queen , the royal advisor who was brother to the king , and the two princes , one being seven years old and the other being twelve . this day is looked back on often by him as the blackest sin he ever committed .the crown of the vale had a unique ability to allow it ' s wearer ' s magic to be used anywhere in the vale . it didn ' t make the magic itself more powerful , but simply gave it a very , very long range . once this was put on the head of aryn , who had a constantly running fae charm as part of his physiology . . . the entire nation of the vale was , within three years , calling aryn ' the god king of the vale ' .aryn had people worshipping the ground he walked on , and yet it was not enough . he still felt so , so empty .one day , the crown was stolen by a demon . the kingdom beyond the walls of the castle fell into immediate ruin and war , the charm that held them for so long now permanently etching into their minds , making them half mad , obsessed with gazing upon their king so they may feel the warmth of the charm once more . the kingdom tore itself apart ; buildings were made into smolders , castles into ruins , cities into mountains of dead bodies that sat for weeks , picked at by the crows .aryn managed to escape narrowly , and upon gazing at the kingdom he never cared for , he could only stare for hours until he heard voices , and was forced to flee .aryn chased the devil down , stealing the crown back and exorcising the devil in an old fae ritual , but the damage had been done .without a thing to care for , aryn began to wander - making enemies of angels , breaking pacts with devils , and cheating gods ; seeking a death he refuses to except quietly . after even the joys of wandering faded , he settled into the wild woods of the east , building a manor he since calls home .

alternate universes (can be used on request!)

▍ ❝   VERSE ONE. honkai star rail AU
this version of aryn was born on the planet known as anecury , who were full of a people extremely in tune with the earth , the life , and the cycle of nature all about them . aryn was born low - class , with his parents having been farmers .when he was but still young , aryn caught the eye of a high - born by the name of zebariel . this high - born became infatuated with aryn , particularly in his ability to not only connect with the nature around them , but the moons of anecury . zebariel took aryn as his protegee , but when aryn attempted to leave , zebariel attempted to slay both of his parents in an attempt to leave no other purpose but obedience for aryn .

in this moment , aryn ' s tragedy and rage was so great that the aeon of beauty ' s eye turned upon him .THEY blessed him with a fraction of their power , becoming an emanator of the beauty ; but the tragedy of such beauty is that it is not meant for mortal minds . with the power of idrila bestowed upon him , all within the ' blast radius ' of their ascension became mindless , babbling living corpses , who could only throw themselves at the feet of the emanator ; including aryn ' s mother and father . after many days , aryn chose to slay his parents to allow them to rest , their blood forever staining their child ' s hands . aryn left after this - travelling across the universe to see the beauty that THEY lorded over , to see what beauty THEY fought so hard for .

▍ ❝   VERSE TWO. champion of the faewilds AU
an au in which instead of both his mother and father dying , only his elven father dies , with aryn and his mother being able to escape . aryn and his mother escape to the faewilds , where his mother gathers other fae in a massive army alongside aryn , using his powerful charms to rally other fae before razing the vale to the grounds . this aryn is far removed from the physical plane , often remaining in the faewilds for years at a time , and being rather un - happy with life.

mains & exclusives

@Aworldwander. m . c aryn is fond of m . c , feels more comfortable around her than most due to their shared nature as wanderers , and adores weaving her clothes of flora to try on .@n0tsoinn0cent. hikari aryn is surprised even by himself at how much he has found hikari worming into a soft spot in his heart , melting away his disdain for humans - though he still loves to tease her plenty .@spidersantidote. nathan grace nate is more like a feeling than a person to aryn . something strong , and large , and warm . something he can hold on to with all his strength , unafraid that it will hurt them .

ships

@BLINDED_KHA tallulah kha
❧ what is there to say about her ? aryn could write of her beauty for centuries ; paint a thousand portraits of her and still never come close . aryn loves her deeply , and through it , manages to love himself just a little bit ; if someone like tallulah could love him after all , perhaps he truly isn ' t as terrible as he once thought .

spirit / true form
❧ as a fae , aryn is innately a spirit more than a physical being . he can take this true form whenever he pleases , though he dislikes it most times , thinking it abominable since it is somewhat mutated due to his vampiric blood . it takes the form of an eight foot ten thing in the shape of a man , with long , elongated limbs , slender and skin clinging to them . his hands end in long , sharp claws that he can retract and detract , similar to the vampire nails he has in his usual form .his skin is moonlight white , darkening into an ashy grey at his shoulders , upper arms , upper thighs , and entire back , the ash colored skin having a texture more like that of stone , while the moonlight skin is softer than silk . the ash colored skin has a few jagged , almost thick - branch like protusions , ranging from three to seven inches in length , looking almost like small stalagmites . pure white eyes that constantly seem to shimmer as if reflected on a surface of water . he has a long mouth , spanning from one corner of his jaw to the other , and almost rock - like teeth , jagged and sharp around his mouth . his tooth is long , reaching down to his collar at full length , where there is a single tattoo of a black moon at the center of his collar bone . his hair is more straight than curly / wavy in this form , retaining only a bit of their curliness , but becoming a more bloodred .charms
❧ as a fae , aryn constantly has a fae charm built into his body , drawing people in passively . he can choose to exert effort ' flaring ' this charm to bring people under his command and will . if done for extended periods of time , it can cause irreversible damage and make the charmed one obsessed with the charmer , fanatical and frantic .nature magic
❧ aryn can control and help nature flourish , summoning plants from seemingly nothing , and guiding other plants into fertile growth . he can hear the life of the land in a constant beat beneath the earth , and can even commune with the land itself .moon communion
❧ aryn can commune with the spirit of the moon to ask for it ' s blessings , and to create wards in it ' s power and name . this is a rather intimate act , atleast to aryn , as outside of gods and other similar creatures , he ' s close to the only one able to talk so clearly with the moon due to his connection to spirits from his fae side in combination with his connection to the moon .bloodthirst
❧ aryn suffers from a deep bloodthirst due to his conflicting blood , causing him to need to drink more than most of his other vampire kin . while other vampires can easily reach a week of no blood without suffering too many side effects , aryn must feed every three days , or begin to suffer bloodthirst pains , like cramps in his stomach . these pains get more and more violent every hour he is without blood , and if he goes without blood for a full week , he begin to completely lose himself , acting more animal than fae ; snarling , biting , snapping , clawing , and sucking blood from whatever ' s closest in a frenzy . when aryn feeds , a large amount of endorphins are released , causing him to slow down , act a bit sluggishly depending on the quality of the blood .chaos magic
❧ as fae are originally tricksters and deceivers , aryn has the ability to use chaos magic . he dislikes using this form of magic , as it is extremely dangerous , and was particularly a favorite of his when he was still a monster .illusions
❧aryn can create illusions, a side effect of his claim over desire as a fae . these illusions are lifelike, and almost completely inseparable from the actual , assuming aryn knows its form. when they are struck he will usually release them into mist and fog .blood sacrifice
❧ likely his darkest form of magic , and one aryn has not used in many centuries . he can sacrifice still living things to the stars and the moon , in exchange for gifts and more powerful blessings . what happens to his sacrifices afterwards , aryn has never known , and hopes never to . he hasn ' t done any blood sacrifices in several centuries , but during his rule , criminals would very often become blood sacrifices , boosting his physical vitality and strength and making his might more tyrannical .faewild rejuvenation
❧can rejuvenate by absorbing faewild energies , which usually permeate deep woods very lightly , or more heavily within the actual fae realm .weaponry mastery
❧ has a millennium of experience wielding daggers , swords , spear , and many other weaponry . particularly skilled with dual blades , such as dual daggers , and a sword .shapeshifting
❧ as a fae , besides on blood moons , he can change his shape however he likes , changing into other genders , or a fox form , and many others .blood magic
❧ one of his tricks from his vampire side , aryn can control blood both within and without a body , often using it to force his opponents to freeze or whiff a blow , and open themselves up to a blow from himself .